Sharon, This is very late but I wanted to personally express my sorrow for your loss. It is hard to say goodbye, but it does get easier as time goes on. You will always miss him, but you have those fond memories of your relationship with your dad. This coming Christmas will be 10 years since my father's death, and I still miss him, but still have those fond memories. Keep them and let them bring you comfort as it has for me. You will be missed redcap. Thanks for your time here on this board. And Sharon, know that your family here cares for you always.
Cheers (taken from you) 
Hondo Duke Lane
